Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Happy Thanksgiving ~The winging it post.

So things have maybe not been so great lately, but I get help from unexpected places. I don't have any sort of entry prepared in my head, but I did not want Thanksgiving to go by without thanking the bloggers I have been regularly reading.

My connection to anything can be overly fragile because my suspicions loom at some of the worst times. Except when exactly is a good time for suspicions to loom? (if anyone knows this answer please overnight mail it to me in exquisite detail & I will gladly pay postage)

Reading your blogs, I do feel a connection, perhaps because I've chosen to read the people I knew before I felt things go so very wrong with my schizophrenia.  I care about you.  I can't care in the exact same way as I did before because I am so very different now. But you MATTER.  That mattering does more for me than for you, since I so need something real & good that matters in my life.
Simply to me you are real & you are good(mostly, hey, not all the damn time).

I wish you peace  & love  & health  & family  & great pumpkin pie in the just right amounts to meet your wants, & even more so to meet your needs.

12 comments:

  1. your thanksgiving winging it sounds like a good plan for the other 364 to me, and i want to thank you back as well for all the support over the years.

    xxalainaxx

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  2. You matter to me too. I'll be disappearing for a week of treatments again next week but you will still be mattering in my mind. So glad we reconnected.

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  3. Thank you for the kind words and for reading and commenting!

    Beth

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  4. And I'm so glad to see the old gang checking in! We are grateful for you too!

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  5. I love how you "winged" this post. Good job! Now excuse me while I check out the rest of your blog.
    Lisa

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  6. Good to have you back. I always trusted you.

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  7. ...Mary... I am honored to have you as my friend... I will try to write my New Jersey friend and let her know how much she means to me..!

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    1. Mark, you left a comment previous that your snailmail to me was returned; I wrote you with my new address & MY snailmail was returned because you'd moved....hmmm. Email me please:
      marydegliesposti@gmail.com

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  8. I feel privileged to be your friend, Mary, going back quite a few years. Hope our connection helps you in some way or other. Wishing you strength as always

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  9. Such a sweet post. You matter to me as well. And I hate it when I let my mind overrun judgement and suspicions overtake me. It's when I make me biggest mistake.

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  10. You matter to me also. I needed to hear this from someone today. It has been a rough time lately and honestly I needed to hear that I mattered to someone.

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  11. You matter to me, too. I'm so sorry I haven't been reading your blog. I hope you feel up to writing more soon because it does me a lot of good. (I think a good time for suspicions to loom would be when you're walking alone to your car in a dark parking lot. That's one time when it would be good....)

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